Just Me

As the quote goes.

“There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work learning from failure.” ~ General Colin Powell

    Ok, since the quote asked me to do so, thus, I am going to follow it right now. It is two days before my exam, yet, I am still sitting in front of my hubbie, typing this innovative blog of mine. Examination is around the corner, even so, I still want to take a few minutes, even hours off. I had been pissed off by hundreds and even thousands of formulas. It is time for me to have a break. So, I went to Raja Udang, Penang for a sip of their renowned Tom Yam Mee. Sorry, I was not able to upload any photo. This is because the aroma of the Tom Yam soup is too alluring, only after I regained my conscious, I found that I had finished my meal. =.=''' Thus, I could not do anything but regretting T^T Honestly speaking, the Tom Yam Mee is delectable. It was not spicy, ( I cannot believe I can still withstand the spice as I am someone who cannot eat spicy food) it tastes sour more than spicy, thus, I recommended you guys who have the same problem as mine, to get yourself a try.

Still, not to fail you all. I stole a picture of it. This shop is really unique because it do not have any shop's name. However everyone called it guang hua xiao xue as it located beside the primary school.

It is delicious, I love its taste. Oh my gosh,  you(green tea ice cream, grass jelly, and coconut milk), you all are willing to scarified for me? It was so touched to have you guys to held a conference and decided to fulfill your task here. You guys had chosen the right place. XDXD

     Besides, I got a chance to sit opposite this cute adorable little girl. Her name is Yaya. She is our lecturer's daughter. We have something in common, which is both of us like grass jelly very very much. Thus, she kept on asking me for grass jelly as she had none in her bowl. The moment she shouted out "Jie Jie( Sister in Mandarin)" I could not stop but stretch my arm to feed her. ^.^ That is the reason I love baby girl so much. 

Aren't she cute? Her ingenious look made me feel like pinching her. ^.^

    Last but not least, I am going to show you our master piece, tata... the receipt. 

RM156 !!@@

    It is a really delightful night and I think I had enough charge for my revision tomorrow. 

Oh my gosh! The exam is coming but I am still blogging. :p


 
     It was an inspired post by me. I did not sleep pretty well these two days. I woke up with nightmares. Maybe it is due to the over depressed feeling, the feeling of knowing the exam is around the corner, makes me feel ill. The first nightmare was something personal and I am not talking about it. I am sure you all are interested in the latter. It is a weird dream. I dreamt of a guy I knew, confessed to me. " Hey, it is a happy dream after all?"  No, it isn't. For me, it isn't. Love has been a sensitive issue for me after I stepped into my feet into my secondary school compounds. After matrix, I felt so insecure of love due to an event. Thus, I know I am not ready for any relationship yet. However, what if someday a guy confess to you but you are still not yet ready. Should I go into the relationship blindly? or should I ask him to wait? to wait for me for a couples of years? What if I am still not ready although that couples of years had passed? I do not want to waste your time and my time.

    The reason I am so afraid to go into any relationship is because I am afraid that you are not the person that God prepared for me. What if ? What if we end up with a not happily-ever -after ending? Friendship had stabbed me too many many times that I do not bother to count, what will happen if the same situation happens on love?  When you become the only person I cared? when you had became my priority? when you become my essential? The moment knowing the fact you are going to dump me soon was like dragging me all the way from heaven to hell. To not having that kind of despair, I rather not stepping into this kind of trouble.

 “Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.” ― Robert A. Heinlein, Stranger in a Strange Land 

      Besides, I know that  I am not perfect. I have too many weakness. I am an ideal smiley, someone who smiled outside yet in her heart, she had too many things untold. What if you do not like me after you see the real me? I think you will be pissed off. You will not accept this little girl with so much of imperfection. Thus, please do not come and ruin my happy life. Please, I know that most of my nightmares come true but not this one please. :(

The above picture told me love without fear . I really cannot do that. I feel so insecure.

     If that dreams really come to reality, I hope that I can said this bravely. " Sorry, I am not ready. I still cannot endure the agony of heartbroken".

  "Buzz... Buzz," my handset vibrated when I was "concentrating" on my lecture. "Who is that?" It was a text message from my senior. She was asking me to become a MC for the Christian fellowship farewell dinner. I hesitated for a while. "What? Speaking in front on the stage, are you kidding me? I am used to talk nonsense, however, say something serious on that particular event, are you bluffing?" Thus, I texted back. " I am not pretty confident that I can do it."However, she successfully convinced me. I found that I was quite easily convinced by other people. :(

The theme of our farewell is A night t shine.

A pretty handmade booklet. Isn't it beautiful.

    Despite of doing their final year project, they had been doing this pretty, awesome and gorgeous  booklet for us. ;-( Oh no, now, I am starting to miss you all.

    How will you feel when you actually make a move, making your dream to come true? I think the joy is intangible. I have been working on this small little dream. Actually, I forgot my dream half way through. However, when I heard that my dream can be accomplished through world vision, I regained my passion. It is not a big dream after all. You will know what I am talking about after you make a  move by clicking the link below. Please click

I want to put a big smile on her face. I know that I have all the stuff that I need, so it is my time to distribute my love to others.

    It was an event that happened a few days ago. It was a beautiful coincidence. I liked to refer it as a coincidence as it was totally unpredictable. That day, we went to Penang Island by shuttle bus. Under the situation of not having enough seat, I was being arranged to sit beside a beautiful young lady. This was how miracle happened. She started to greet me. Saying "halo" to me. The conversation between both of us was quite funny. We didn't introduce ourselves only until the end of our conversation. She is a Iran girl, a bachelor holder who continue her master in our university. If I was not mistaken, she is taking electronic design. We chatted something on our religion and culture.
   
    She told me that Iran people will celebrate their new year in the middle of March. Iranian New Year is called Nowruz. It marks the first day of spring and the beginning of the year. There is a very unique meaning hidden behind this majestic event. Nowruz is the exact moment the sun crosses the celestial equator. Besides, another value we shall learn from Iranian is that they are ambitious. Most of them are highly educated. For example, the Iranian girl I talked to, every member of  her family is at least a master holder. That truly amazed me.The most stunning fact I discovered is that she had the same dream as mine. That is after doing her PHD, she wanted to establish a company. I was really surprised yet wishing her good luck. ^.^.

    Later, she took out a book. It was in Arab. I asked whether it is their bible. She said no and smiled playfully. She didn't tell me what book that is.
     Iran girl: Do you have any boy friend?
                I: No.
     Iran girl:(a bit disappointed) Do you have any boy you liked?
     I doubted and thought through it and I nodded.
     Iran girl: You pictured the boy you like and hold this book tight. After that, you open one of the page            randomly.
   
    I did what she asked, like an obedient five-year-old little girl. Then, I gave the book to her. She said the book was a book that give you the answer  to your question. She read the words, then, she translated them. She told me it is a good relationship and it is long lasting. I was speechless that time. This is because I mentioned two guys' name at the same time. :p So, that only means the book cannot understand the language I talked. Haha.
 
     After 2 hours, we reached our destination. We exchanged our handset number. Then, we wish each other good luck. What an experience! I want to talk to people from other countries again. ^.^ I was so excited of meeting her again <3


Sociable ME :-)