Just Me

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Children playing Mural

     It had been a year. I am writing a new post for her because I want to write and record down all the things she had done for me throughout this whole year. We had not changed a lot physically. She is still with her smart and drop-dead gorgeous boyfriend, Bobbily and I am still living my gleeful single life. She is now sylphlike and yet I am still a bit chubby.  Although she was not at my side, she had helped me a lot. I had phoned her a few times when I was dejected and depressed, she will patiently answer all my calls. It was nice talking to her. It would be more superior if she can appear in front of me. However, it is more than enough and I cannot ask more than that as it is an acquisitive act. 

It is a photo that we took a year ago. We are going for a dinner that time and all the hairdo and make up was done in a saloon. We used to be said as twins because of we look alike.

This is a new photo of us. Same position, same face and yet I am wondering how we had developed mentally.

    Although we do not have any grand dinner in common but I had came out with this request which is to play make up and hair do with her. It was a splendid one because she said she could not even recognize herself inside this picture. This is due to her superb hair designer. XDXD Still, she is the most beautiful and stunning girl in this world. I am willing to scarify myself to be the second one. 

     I received a message from my best friend a while ago, saying that she is going to my university to study. I was exhilarated. However, after a few moment of joy, I came to ask myself these questions. Will I ever have the ability to take care of her if she really come to my university? Will I let her down? Will I dump her alone?  Will I neglect her? Will I ? There are so much of uncertainty in my mind, I cannot help myself from stop thinking. Maybe you will think that I had been thinking too much, but indeed, these are the questions that I need to figure them out so that the same disaster will not happen again, the same miserable scene will stop playing in front of my eyes over and over again. What am I suppose to do? I cannot answer the question of my own. I am struggling so that someone can tell me the solution.

     She is my best friend since my secondary school. She is a independent girl and the head of our small social team that time. We had some quarrels yet we are still able to maintain our strong friendship. She and our small girl group were the one who gave me my first teddy for my birthday present. However, we became not that close after we went to Form four as we studied in different classroom. Then, I continued my study in Matrix and she continued hers in STPM. She told me that she really want to get into Matrix but the Lucky Fairy was not at her side that time. I felt sorry for her too but I could not do anything to help her. Thus, after I entered my university, I kept on encourage her to study with me. Ya, my law of magnetic worked. She is now going to study with me. The difference between us is that I am going to continue my study as a second year electrical engineer while she started her first foot step as an electronic engineer. It is a pleasant news to hear that, to know that I can actually study with my best friends after we had been separated for so many years. I ... I ... do not know... Maybe I have been thinking too much. I kept on encouraging myself that everything will be fine and I  just need God to lead my way. What I can do now is pray for the best. I think, that is the only thing I can do now. :( Maybe it is true, from one of my friend's comment, saying that I am becoming more and more pessimist lately. ... Haiz.... I really do not know. Maybe I had changed, maybe not?


Uncertain ME:-)

    It was an event that happened a few days ago. It was a beautiful coincidence. I liked to refer it as a coincidence as it was totally unpredictable. That day, we went to Penang Island by shuttle bus. Under the situation of not having enough seat, I was being arranged to sit beside a beautiful young lady. This was how miracle happened. She started to greet me. Saying "halo" to me. The conversation between both of us was quite funny. We didn't introduce ourselves only until the end of our conversation. She is a Iran girl, a bachelor holder who continue her master in our university. If I was not mistaken, she is taking electronic design. We chatted something on our religion and culture.
   
    She told me that Iran people will celebrate their new year in the middle of March. Iranian New Year is called Nowruz. It marks the first day of spring and the beginning of the year. There is a very unique meaning hidden behind this majestic event. Nowruz is the exact moment the sun crosses the celestial equator. Besides, another value we shall learn from Iranian is that they are ambitious. Most of them are highly educated. For example, the Iranian girl I talked to, every member of  her family is at least a master holder. That truly amazed me.The most stunning fact I discovered is that she had the same dream as mine. That is after doing her PHD, she wanted to establish a company. I was really surprised yet wishing her good luck. ^.^.

    Later, she took out a book. It was in Arab. I asked whether it is their bible. She said no and smiled playfully. She didn't tell me what book that is.
     Iran girl: Do you have any boy friend?
                I: No.
     Iran girl:(a bit disappointed) Do you have any boy you liked?
     I doubted and thought through it and I nodded.
     Iran girl: You pictured the boy you like and hold this book tight. After that, you open one of the page            randomly.
   
    I did what she asked, like an obedient five-year-old little girl. Then, I gave the book to her. She said the book was a book that give you the answer  to your question. She read the words, then, she translated them. She told me it is a good relationship and it is long lasting. I was speechless that time. This is because I mentioned two guys' name at the same time. :p So, that only means the book cannot understand the language I talked. Haha.
 
     After 2 hours, we reached our destination. We exchanged our handset number. Then, we wish each other good luck. What an experience! I want to talk to people from other countries again. ^.^ I was so excited of meeting her again <3


Sociable ME :-)
 

    "Ring! Ring!," the phone vibrated tremendously, no one was in the house at this particular time apart from ME :-) and my youngest brother. I guesses I would be the one who picked up the phone as my brother had glued his eyes on the computer's screen.


     I signed. "Alright, I will get the phone call myself," I murmured, "Why should human being invent this stupid equipment? It serves no purpose but destroy my mood on watching movie." The moment I picked up the phone, it was a familiar voice on the other side of the line, too familiar that make me feel like wanting to cut off the telephone line. He was my friend's boyfriend, he greeted me with his usual playful tone. Oh no! That really further worsened my mood. :-( However, the moment he hanged his phone to my friend, I had a extreme mood swing, it was like switching yourself from hell to heaven. I got the chance to speak to her, that pretty cheer me up. :-) My friend had to stay at home because of some incident. That totally freak me out because I can't hang out with her. After knowing that she was on her route of recovering, I felt relived. Guess what? I enjoyed every moment, more specifically, every second talking to her.She is some kind of my soul mate. When I was in my hardships, no one seemed to listen or understand me but she did.Sometimes, she even gave me an unpredictable extraordinary respond, that really lightened up my day.



     She is awesome, fabulous and fantastic, forever she shall be. She has a very unique personality. She never had a temper, she never got mad at me. Every time, I bullied her, she never complained, she just smiled. She is a spiritual holder of this famous quote, "Let bygones be bygones". That is something I cannot achieve. I really want her continue be my company. No! That is something that only happens in my dream. Reality is cruel, we have different life destiny, and soon we shall be apart, catching our own dream. I know, from now, I have to be independent. Thank you, Irene for being a wonderful friend, do go to her blog to support her.


Sincerely ME :-)