Just Me

"Why should he (she) treat me like this?

Why couldn't we return to our pass, when we were deeply in love? 

Why couldn't he (she) keep his (her) promise?"

Unfortunately, I can't answer all the "Why? Why? Why?" questions of yours.
I'm not God. I'm not a love counselor. I'm not even him (her).

But, I want to share this piece of story to you. The story began...


   A girl broke up with her boyfriends, The girl was sad, she wept every single day, every times she breathe, the ache doubled, every times she ate, the food seems to burn along her throat.  She constantly hit the most painful part of her body -- her heart. Her heart was cold, miserable and lonely now. She felt like wanting to get  rid of it. She couldn't sleep, she was waken up by the same old nightmare every night. The wonderful memory with her boyfriend had turned up to be the nastiest thing in the world. She couldn't understand. She couldn't accept the truth. They were so deeply in love. she was the princess in the fairy tale living happily ever after with her prince charming. Everything was so delightful but a disastrous hurricane walked by and stole all her things. Nothing was left but pain. PAIN. Still, she wanted him back.


    Everyday, she prayed, wishing and hoping that the boy would return. The Benevolent GOD heard her, then He send one of His angel to go and help this pitiful young lady. When the girl was praying as usual, a stunning white light appeared, she was shocked and terrified at first, but she relaxed when the angel came and touched her head.

The angel spoke, " I will grant your wish, young lady, I will make him love you forever."
After hearing that, the girl overjoyed, "Thank you! Thank you, Angel!"

"Are you sure? Are you sure this is your final decision?" asked the angel thoughtfully.
"Why not?" the girl asked in confusion.

"I can make him love you eternally but I can't guarantee that you will love him throughout your whole life," the angel explained," I can change his heart but I can't change yours, are you sure you will love him FOREVER? "

"What if? I'm saying what if.... What if I don't love him anymore?" the girl asked with her trembled voice.
"He will continually to love you, my dear, he will love you FOREVER, " the angel paused, the girl looked down, " And you will suffer FOREVER.

The girl stoned. Silently, the angel left the room, leaving the girl. The girl sat on the floor with her head down, thinking the question over and over again.


The end.

     If you were the girl in this piece of story, will you have the confidence to love him FOREVER? The girl inside this story clearly knew the fact that human will change, the feeling towards someone will also change.
Often, we heard the line below,"I cannot live without him (her). I was nothing without him (her). She was my heroic, my drug, I can't stop myself being addictive." At first, we will find that romantic, they are honey or sweets in a relationship but they are also the knives and the arrows that poked into your heart. They can bring magnificent effect towards human being when a relationship failed to sustain. What I'm going to tell you is that, changes do happened, time is the most important factor in most of the changes. When the time passed, the pain and all your feeling will numbed and faded. Then, we will finally realized that he or she was not that important after all. He or she was just a passerby  in my life, they are nothing. Think this over again, you have been living a happy life before he or she appeared and interrupted into your life, you can also live a happy life without him.


     A piece of advice to all couples, that is, not to believe fully all the promises that he or she had made, this is because he or she may changed. Ironically speaking, even the word " BELIEVE" has an " LIE" in it.


Sincerely ME :-)

   Flipping through one of my mom's recipe book, I discovered this piece of incredible recipe.I paralyzed after looking at the stunning picture. I can't breathe regularly.It was love at my first sight. "I'm going to make this!" I told myself. I begged my mom for letting me to do it. but she didn't respond ,only until a few days before Father's Day. It ended up to be a gift for my beloved and adorable father. I hope my father would treasure it. My mom helped me a lot. I'm not skillful enough to make these things on my own. Plus, she found me not capable as I always did clumsy things. Haha! I can't help myself from being butterfingered. Originally, it was a cheese pie but I modified it. So, that is how it turned up to be a cheese cake. I did made several decoration on the cake. It was not as beautiful as I predicted. Overall, I had done a marvelous job.

That was how it looked like before I put it into my refrigerator.

After taking it out from its container :-)

I'm going to eat you!

   Besides, I did made another dessert for my family. Its name is "Savoury Quiche". Isn't that a really cool name? It has a good coordinate between salty and spicy. It is a saliva triggering dessert. My second brother loves it very much.

You are the only "Savoury Quiche" in my eyes. I'm going to get you. XD

After taking it out from the oven...

Wao!

    "Ring! Ring!," the phone vibrated tremendously, no one was in the house at this particular time apart from ME :-) and my youngest brother. I guesses I would be the one who picked up the phone as my brother had glued his eyes on the computer's screen.


     I signed. "Alright, I will get the phone call myself," I murmured, "Why should human being invent this stupid equipment? It serves no purpose but destroy my mood on watching movie." The moment I picked up the phone, it was a familiar voice on the other side of the line, too familiar that make me feel like wanting to cut off the telephone line. He was my friend's boyfriend, he greeted me with his usual playful tone. Oh no! That really further worsened my mood. :-( However, the moment he hanged his phone to my friend, I had a extreme mood swing, it was like switching yourself from hell to heaven. I got the chance to speak to her, that pretty cheer me up. :-) My friend had to stay at home because of some incident. That totally freak me out because I can't hang out with her. After knowing that she was on her route of recovering, I felt relived. Guess what? I enjoyed every moment, more specifically, every second talking to her.She is some kind of my soul mate. When I was in my hardships, no one seemed to listen or understand me but she did.Sometimes, she even gave me an unpredictable extraordinary respond, that really lightened up my day.



     She is awesome, fabulous and fantastic, forever she shall be. She has a very unique personality. She never had a temper, she never got mad at me. Every time, I bullied her, she never complained, she just smiled. She is a spiritual holder of this famous quote, "Let bygones be bygones". That is something I cannot achieve. I really want her continue be my company. No! That is something that only happens in my dream. Reality is cruel, we have different life destiny, and soon we shall be apart, catching our own dream. I know, from now, I have to be independent. Thank you, Irene for being a wonderful friend, do go to her blog to support her.


Sincerely ME :-)

      "Complicated" is the best word to described me.There are two people live within me. They are intangible. I just know that they are totally different from each other. Because of these discrete personalities, I have a really bad temper. I tend to get angry easily. Hmm,that indirectly becomes the reason for me to start writing blog. I want to suppress and take a good control of myself. I know everyone has his or her weakness, nobody is perfect. I'm not going to become that "nobody". I just want to be the best me, to become someone who is nearly perfect. Hope you guys will enjoy looking my blog. I'm a newbie in this era, please do comment when I make any mistakes.

Sincerely ME :-)